foggy

My head has been in a foggy, jumbled, mixed up state since I woke up this morning. My day was a blur and I could not concentrate or focus, though I promise I tried. I’m unsure if this is residual from the weekend or just a crappy anxiety filled day.

Like I told my husband earlier, I’ve grown used to the paranoia and feelings that I am not sufficient, I battle those thoughts daily and normally come out minimally affected. The mental exhaustion and haziness I have not experienced in months and months though, that has me slightly more on edge now.

Tonight I have no reflection, no positive thought, no epiphany or realization. Tonight I am just MENTALLY DRAINED and want to sleep. Goodnight all, I hope tomorrow brings happier and more positive feelings.